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ok, so school has gotten a little better, except for the fact that i'm too busy and stressed out. I have no time at all right now, but i hope that will be changing soon. I got a new job, so for the time being i'm working 2. I just quit one today, so hopefully I'll be done soon as long as she can find people to take my shifts. I'm working in a lab in the plant biology department, so that's exciting (well for me at least, most people probably wouldnt think so). I've been so stressed. There needs to be more time in the day. I just want one day to relax. Hopefully sunday will be the day. I miss my friends, so if anyone wants to come here and visit, give me a call.
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[26 Aug 2006|12:54am] |
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I'm here at MSU now. I've been here for almost 3 days, and i'm kind of feeling like going home. well, not home, but anywhere. i really feel like i dont fit in here at all. i feel completely ugly at every party i go to. the one person i talk to is neither here nor able to talk to me on the phone. welcome week has consisted of a lot of walking and disappointments. everyone here either has someone here that they're dating, or they're single and looking for someone. i fit into neither category and am feeling quite alone. i didnt think it would be this hard this year, because i would be too busy and having fun, but it's not like that at all. i still miss you. i'm looking forward to classes starting because it'll give me something to do and hopefully keep my mind off things. i hope things get better. i wasnt happy at home, i'm not happy here...it makes me wonder if i can ever be happy anywhere.
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[31 Jul 2006|10:50pm] |
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It's almost 11 pm. I thought maybe if i gave you time you'd come. I dont think you'll come this late. I dont think i've ever been this disappointed before.
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[31 Jul 2006|08:59pm] |
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i kept looking back in the mirror thinking you'd be the image in it. when i got home, i waited for the doorbell to ring. i guess i expected that from you. i just wish you would have done what i wanted you to do. but it's only 9 pm, so i'll wait a little while longer.
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Andre found a duck on the side of the road tonight that had been hit by a car. It was still alive so he brought it to our house. It held on for about an hour and a half while we drove around trying to find a clinic that was actually open on a sunday night (unfortunately for animals, this is damn near impossible). After sitting still the whole car ride, she began to flap her wings for a moment, and then she was silent. It was like she just let out everything she had inside, and then died. It was really one of the saddest things i had ever seen. RIP beautiful.
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[21 Jun 2006|01:47pm] |
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havent really used/looked at this thing for a while. I guess that's a good thing, meaning i've been too busy doing other things to sit at the computer. Yesterday was orientation at msu. It made things feel final; like i'm actually going there next year. I picked out my classes and found out that people at macomb dont really know what they're talking about. Well, i already knew that, but it kind of confirmed it. I'm starting on my zoology classes next semester, so i'm really excited about that. I have also decided that I want to go study abroad in Panama next summer. I want to travel the world!! muhahahah!!!!
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I'm feeling trapped, and I'm in need of some assistance. If anyone knows someone who magically makes peoples lives right, please let me know.
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A wonderful weekend just passed, and now i'm on spring break.
Tom came home friday, so i got to see him after work. Then on saturday, he gave me this pottery bowl from a place in Royal Oak we visited before. You go in there and paint whatever pottery you buy. So we spent the afternoon painting it, which was a lot of fun. After that was the Violent Femmes concert, which was just awesome. Many crazy drunk older people there, which has to be expected when you go see a band from the early 80's.
Sunday was my birthday, and i did a lot of eating and sleeping, but it was still a good day. I went out to eat with my family and Tom, and then he surprised me by taking me to Maggianos, this italian place by Somerset i've wanted to try. Afterwards, he ended up staying home until monday, so that was great.
So now it's break, and I'm working all week except for friday. I also have a sore throat right now, so that sucks, but hopefully it'll go away soon. Canada on friday with the sister and some friends, and hopefully still going to ann arbor on sat-sunday. We'll see how that goes.
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
guess who will be a new Spartan next year? that's right
Wow, i was so scared that i would have to find something else to do with myself next year. I feel so relieved right now. When they told me i wouldnt know until may or june if i got in, i was very upset.
woooooooo!!!
Now i just need to find out how i'm going to pay for it...
I got a 98% on my bio test yesterday, so things have been going alright. I hope this lasts a little longer, cause I could get used to it.
On another note, my b-day is this sunday! the big 19--you know what that means... I'll actually have a sunday off from work, lol
woooooo!! ok, off to work for me
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so, today at work, i was in a bad mood cause of a bunch of stuff that was happening. About an hour after i got there, someone called asking if i had Morningwood, which is a band, and i was like, yeah, hold on let me make sure we still have some. So, finding it funny that he said it the way he did, i went and checked, and saw that we had it. I came back to the phone, and was like, yeah, we have some. He was like, you have morningwood? and i laughed, cause i was also thinking something else, and i was like, you know, that sounds really bad. He was like, you should put that down then. Then he was like, this is Drew from 101 wrif, and i was thinking, great, that means i'm on the radio and people heard that. So if anyone happened to hear it, but i doubt it, let me know. After i hung up though i was laughing hysterically cause it was pretty funny. Then wendy decided to call some of our other stores and ask them the same question, and when they said they had it, she was like, well you should put that down then, and she hung up. It cheered me up for a little while.
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